Aint that the way

Not happening, need to stop caring

Nothing But Silence

Its all died down now and all im left with is utter emptiness. I miss college, I miss my friends and I know I miss her.....
I need to see them soon otherwise I may sink into a miserable state and that isn't fun.

My relationship status is still single, and only now am I getting bored of it. But I cant get her and every other girl just dont really seem like my type, in a relationship anyway. No point thinking about it, they never work out for me anyway

Chin up son
x

Life Comes Down To One Thing, Pleasure.

Its been weeks from college and I have achieved.....bugger all!

Working on my movies and my play. I wish I was like Skinny, one of my various characters from a british rough and tough movie-I would call it a gangster movie but to me it really isnt-he is so care free. Live life to the full and all that but he does it in an extreme way, for instance if he wanted a girl he would do anything to get her no matter how much punishment he took. He is the kind of guy who would say 'I love you' to a girl and mean it. However saying that he is also likely to bottle another guy for saying his shirt looks shit......
I guess I based him on me except, he acts on his emotions and doesnt give a shit at what will happen after.

The title of this Blog comes directly from Skinny himself, need to work on that speech more.

Party After Party, Drink After Drink, Spliff After Spliff.

No Job, No Money, No Life.

Nom Nom

Just been stuffing myself with loads of junk food and am feeling quite ill. Didnt do any exercise today either, I guess I'll double my workout tomorrow.

Need money and an extreme makeover.......

.........

*Sighs* Damn..........

Shit Night, Good night

Went out on the town last night with my college buddies. However the ID I was trying to use was in fact my brothers and I got it taken from me and now the police have it, eep.
Not that I actually care because I found it all rather amusing. We hit a couple of clubs after that and got wankered and a good time was had by all, yay!

Proof that bad can go to good pretty damn quick, plus I had some hot chick say I was good looking so that was quite an ego boost. Although I do wish she was there.......

Goodbye and goodnight!

Wheres my bike!?

I have recently ordered a moped and that was about 2 weeks ago! Where the hell is it! I want it now......

As for events in my life......pretty dull and boring! Im going to a party tonight, problem is I have no ID so there is a chance I will be going home early in a bad mood. Missing everyone from college and the only reason I havent gone all emo is because of my best mate, she makes the good out of any bad situation and I love her to bits! Also got my first and only follower, hello miss Fletcher :P you will probably be the only one to read this dribble but it might interest you to know that I finally understand all this blogging stuff. It doesnt have to be personal shit, hell I could write a whole blog entry talking about spongecake covered in custard with chocolate sprinkled on top with a cherry just to make it look pretty....im not going to though that would just be sad....although to me that does sound quite yummy.

You know the way I act and speak its a wonder im not gay, just like women too much :P

Peace out rabbit!

Shiny new things

I am currently sitting at my laptop wearing all my biker gear, why? Why the hell not!!! Its all so new and pretty....in a manly way of course, yeah drinking beers and looking at tits and stuff and....and....my god this jacket is warm and it has shiny stripes on it!!!!!! Huh? Oh yeah manlyness, must remember the manlyness......

Peace!

Get the shit out of the way

Ok where to start....

I was recently kicked out of College and im still not sure how to feel about that, that place was like a 2nd home to me. I never was the student type however, I like to live on the edge of life and never know whats going to happen next. Life is an adventure and you need to embrace it otherwise, your fucked. However my theory on life has been disrupted, this whole college thing has got me real down because now I feel like a failure. On top of that my dog died, shes been in the family for years and despite her being annoying now and then I loved that dog. Yet once again my emotions stay deep down, that cant be healthy right? Or is it just because she is a dog so it doesnt matter? I dunno, for now I dont really care.

Of course the main source of my pain is a woman, pretty cliche huh? I cant help it though, she is so different and a complete mystery to me. Im afraid my feelings are based upon my curiousity for her and not because I may love her. Dont get me wrong, she is my friend and I do love her the problem lies in the fact I would rather it be curiousity than being in love. I have only been in love once, that ended badly and I wont go into the depressive details. But anyways im typing shit as I go and not really caring if it makes sense, this probably sounds like a load of crap right?

Im gonna end this on this note, no im not depressed but I do feel alone. Nothing in life will get me down I will always put on a smile and ignore the bad, like I said, Embrace life or your fucked

Much Love

Bottling up is bad........

Dont really get all this blogging stuff. Sharing your life online so that complete strangers, friends and family can see into your personal life, seems like madness to me. But I guess it beats therapy, just write down all your problems and get them off your chest without keeping it bottled up til you say the wrong thing to the wrong person or you go...well crazy.

So im starting my blogging with this one AND my true opening blog so...enjoy? Well probably not because it'll be me clearing my chest :)

Much Love